I Should Be Studying

Its quite funny how every time I need to study that I find that the day I really want to procrastinate. I mean I did two tutorials and one haul for my other blog, cleaned my bedroom and living room, created a Ke$ha zumba playlist, watched umpteen youtube videos, cleaned my kitchen, wrote on a fanfiction I haven't written on in a while, and managed to do 3 of the 6 chapters I need to study. Ohhhh Yeahhhh...I am so getting far.

So now, here I am typing this blog my feet up on my coffee table, the one touching the powerpoints I should be studying. The class, nutrition, the verdict, don't care. It shows how much I do not care about that class. Yesterday I made one of my goals for this month, visit a mall without buying anything. Sure it was easy since we only had about an hour and I wanted to visit a working friend, but there was a Sephora in the mall, and Charlotte Russe had a lip gloss set that I had been eyeing on sale. Still made it our, but not without first snapping a picture of the funniest thing yet. I think they have been taking suggestions from my booski who likes to wrap my birthday gifts with a lime green thong...

 Yes...it is a lacy thong in a box, and you are supposed to purchase a giftcard to put inside. Sara, I hope they paid you for this idea.

Last night I also randomly decided to try out a new recipe, and since no one died, I think it will work. I really missed hanging out with the girls across the way, I just never like to go over since I feel like I would be intruding onto their lives, and I don't like that. Then again, they probably know more about me then they would like, but I am a really open person when I want to be. Maybe a little too open...

Ian is back to being his dark and brooding self, so yays! I like him dark and brooding, it makes me happy for some reason. Maybe its my affinity for cold powerful book characters, or maybe its just the change back from sad and depressive.

One week until Myrtle, and about 11 days until the anniversary of me and my ankle hooking up. I think for our anniversary I will ask it from a break up until we can get our own lives back together, as we have had some major issues along our 1 year relationship, and I don;t know if I can go on with it.

So yeah, that was my randomness, I guess I just needed to type it out today. Its days like today I like to sit and wonder who the hell decided that procrastination was a thing we needed in our lives? Sure its fun for a while, then comes crunch time which involves panicking, and crying, and insomnia from us staying up to finish what we needed to get done. I mean, think about it, if not for procrastination, all of our projects would be finished the day they were assigned, we wouldnt be stressed, but we would not be having as much fun as we do when we sit back, relax, and know that the lab worksheet on our desk is not finished, there are chapters I still have to read, and those powerpoints need highlighted. I guess I get most of the apartment work done then, so though it is not being productive in the way I need to be, it is productive in the way I want to be.

Yours Truly,
Laurel Lee