I hate it when I need help to do the simplest things, such as right now while Ian is making me a bagel, a bagel. A very simple task indeed. I hate that right now I need help for even the smallest movements, seeing as I cant even get the band on my sweats to go over my ankle, which when I try hurts like freaking hell. I know I will be grumpy and snappy this week, because I like being an independent person who can do what she wants, when she wants, not wait ten minutes so that I can get dressed in the morning because no one is up yet. I hate it. I hate that my ankle is killling me slowly, through pain, through me being grumpy and pushing people away because I do not like accepting help from others though right now I have to swallow my pride and just do it.
So you may have wondered why I created this entirely new blog. Well for starters I was beginning to lose it because it used the wrong email, and mainly for that reason Is why I switched. I know, I know, its a petty reason, seeing how I have the new one set up the same exact way. I guess I just needed a slight change, which is something I normally get by moving around the furniture. Creating a new blog is just that, its me changing my cyberspace furniture.
This blog is mainly an apology today, for all the reasons stated above, but more. I am sorry to whomever I snap at, I really don't mean it, I am just on the edge and out of my routine, and because the percosett does not kick in as quickly as I would like. I am sorry if I am grumpy, pissy, annoying, yelly, shouty, and everything else that comes with a two year olds temper tantrum. Sorry everyone, I do still love you all, and that giant basket that you did not have to make. But I do love it.
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