This post is mainly a rant, sorry, but I really need to rant.
I am stressed about this summer. There is so much that I can do, but so many more stipulations that go with it. Its hard to be positive when a lot of things have already gone wrong. I am hopefully going to be working this summer, well not hopefully, I will be working. But I do not know where yet, and when I do find out where, (12 apps out already), I will have to work on the schedule so that it suits the car schedule, and the people schedule of my house. Also, I will have to make sure that it does not conflict with rehabing, practicing, and volunteering.
I will also be volunteering this summer hopefully at Akron General, however, I still have not heard anything back yet. And, like for working, there are at least three schedules I have to work with.
Rehab will be easy, once I find a place for th ebox jumps, so I do not have to worry about that. Its the practicing that I am worried about. All my softball buddies from home have moved way out of state, and the other person that I would be depending on, kind of has a really badly sprained ankle. Their goes practicing with my sister, which leaves me with weekend work with my dad if he isnt too stressed out or working on a house. Like that will ever happen.
Then there is just the overall use of space. Sure, Winter Break I could work with since I only had a suitcase of stuff home, and was out every day. But, now that all of my stuff is coming home, and I have quite a bit of bathroom stuff, and that Corey stole my cabinet in the bathroom, I may be screwed. My dresser at home already has enough on it as my mother seems hell bent on putting all of my old stuffed animals on top of it. I do mean all forty of them, and my jewelry box is somewhere underneath that.
I am just really stressed thinking about going home, and its hurting my friends at home who text me and sense it. It makes them think that I really hate home when I do not. I am just worried about everything,
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